Life, death and everything in between


 

Copyright © 060915 by Karen Payze

Copyright © 060915 by Karen Payze

 

I love autumn. It is my favourite time of year, with the myriad of colours, fresh breeze and crunching of leaves underfoot. It is a time of change. And a lot of things always seem to change at this time of year, not just in nature but in life as well. With people entering and exiting my life,the end of what has been a very busy holiday period, a new start to a school year for my daughter, and new adventures for myself.

 

I have decided to publish some of my poetry, in between writing my story (which has been a bit delayed here and there with the visitors, as some may well know). I really want to publish some of the poems from my blog and have started looking into it. Unfortunately traditional publishers want poetry that has never been published before, which rules them out. My other options are to self publish onto Amazon or Smashwords. Or to go the Wattpad route, as I am doing with my story, to get my name out there a bit.  I am still a bit undecided which route to choose.  In the meantime, I am writing new poems. I am up to eleven now, which probably sounds pathetic to someone who considers themselves a true poet but I only write poetry when it comes to me, I cannot force it out. So I have to be patient. I want the poems to be good. If I force them I know they won’t be.  Because I want to be able to send them off for publishing, eventually, I will no longer be posting my poetry onto the blogs.

 

As part of the changes in my writing, I feel I need to be more organised. No more spending hours on twitter, Facebook and Instagram. I will be starting a strict schedule of work, from Tuesday (that’s when the last of my visitors are off and I finally have my home back to me!) and will be limiting my time spent on social media. I hate those days when it’s over and I wonder what I actually did that day! I will still be sharing mine and others’ works on the #SundayBlogShare and #TuesdayShares on twitter and will do photo’s and quotes from mine and others’ stories on Instagram, within reason.

 

I am also in desperate need of change as far as fitness is concerned so will be starting a strict fitness routine that will fit into my schedule. Fitness is a real sticking point for me. I start things and never follow them through. I am hoping that by disciplining myself in my writing, I will become more disciplined in other aspects of my life.

 

I will, of course, make blog posts when I am able. I will continue to upload my short story to 1000 words so look out for it!

 

Finally, as the autumn leaves fall away, I hope some of the burdens in my heart, in my life, will as well and that this change of season will reflect a change and a settling of the spirit within me too.  There is always hope after a storm. Wish me luck!

 

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More practicing of the dragon


I have been drawing again. I officially have started on my dragon now. If you don’t remember when I started the drawing, you can check out this blog post: Practice limbs and head – Dragon

So this is the body so far:

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Copyright © 030915 by Karen Payze

And I have realised one of the spurs is in the wrong place. I#m also not happy with the front right leg. I think I will change that to a leg that stretches forward, in keeping with the right back. And the right back has a bad knee. I’ll fix that 😀

Here is my latest practice head:

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Copyright © 030915 by Karen Payze

I am very happy with this head and will use it for my dragon. It’s massive though, so I will have to so a bit of scaling!

And one of the wings:

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Copyright © 030915 by Karen Payze

Now I like this wing. The only adjustment will be to the half closed part where the veins need to be tighter, more overlapping to reflect a slightly closed wing. And at this angle the wing will almost lie against the flanks of my dragon and I haven’t decided if I want this or want them raised above the back but I think this way might be more fitting with the stance of the dragon.

Then it is just the background to tackle…and that could take a while, but at least I wont need to do any practicing (I hope!)

What do you think?

Let me know in the comments below!

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A restored soul and a new part to Esstiiet Oriandus


Between being away on holiday and having relatives visiting from overseas, the last few weeks have been rather busy. On the plus side, I was able to reignite my creativity with views like this:

 

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Copyright © 180815 by Karen Payze

 

Wandering around streets like this:

 

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Copyright © 180815 by Karen Payze

 

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Copyright © 180815 by Karen Payze

 

Hiking through nature like this:

 

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Copyright © 180815 by Karen Payze

 

And witnessing sunsets like this:

 

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Copyright © 180815 by Karen Payze

My soul was quite restored, and prepared for the busy weeks to come! So, although it has taken some time, I finally finished editing of part three of Esstiiet Oriandus and have uploaded it to Wattpad.  You can read it here: Esstiiet Oriandus – Part 3

 

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Copyright © 180815 by Karen Payze

I will, of course, upload part 3 to 1000 words in the next few days as well.

 

Please give it a read. If you like it, leave a vote and a comment. Thanks!

 

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Practice limbs and head – Dragon


I want to sketch a dragon, one that is earthy and solid. I have an idea in my head, I can picture the scene. I just need to practice a lot before I do it. So I’ve practiced doing a few limbs. I find feet (just like the human ones) very hard to get right. I like the last one best but instead of a flat foot I will lift it off the ground. I also like the crouching one but am undecided if I will use it. The front leg one has a problem foot as well so I will make some adjustments.

 

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Rear Leg 3          Copyright © 030715 by Karen Payze

 

I also practiced a few heads. The first two turned out rather shocking, as I described them to a friend,

“The first one looks kind of like a goat on steroids and the second like a deranged bird with a bad bite”.

So I will only post the third, which I rather like but I think looks more dinosaur than dragon and my daughter thinks it needs to look far meaner to be a dragon. So I am going to do another practice head, when I have the chance, with a more lizard-like appearance and see how that goes. Once the project is complete, I will post it onto here. In the meantime, here is my dinosaur-dragon head 🙂

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Copyright © 030715 by Karen Payze

Drawing with graphite pencils


This is the first time I’ve used graphite pencils. It smudges a lot but is quite nice to use. And, as expected, it’s all over my hands, face and everywhere in between. Was fun though 😊😊

 

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Copyright © 270615 by Karen Payze

 

Painting – Dragon mountain


I was in the mood to paint yesterday. It was so nice outside in the sun…bliss 😆 I took a few close up photos while I was painting as I love the detail of brushstrokes and layers of paint. Hope you like it.

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Copyright © 200615 by Karen Payze

 

Copyright © 200615 by Karen Payze

Copyright © 200615 by Karen Payze

 

Copyright © 200615 by Karen Payze

Copyright © 200615 by Karen Payze

Here is the finished painting:

 

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Copyright © 200615 by Karen Payze

 

Girl in Moonlight


I did so  much writing on my short story yesterday that I really needed a break today.  This is a sketch I’ve had in my head for a while but haven’t attempted until now as I find sketching people to be rather daunting.  Anyway, I finally decided I have to get it out of my head  and this is the result.  It is a graphics tablet sketch. It took me a while to do.  The hands and feet were difficult but it’s finally done!  And now I may actually have room for that poem swimming around my brain 🙂

 

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Hope you like it 🙂

 

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Japanese Dragon – Graphics Tablet


I haven’t been able to concentrate today and, as you know, the best remedy for that (for me, at least), is to draw.  I love dragons and, for some reason they really have been stuck in my head lately.  I think it’s because one of my characters in my novel is a dragon and he is extremely demanding.  He wants me to finish my short story so I can carry on with the novel – and him, naturally.  But I can’t write if I can’t concentrate!

Anyway, I really love Japanese dragons.  I know they aren’t the winged type but there is something so beautiful and graceful about them.  I finally got the courage to draw one (I didn’t want to ruin the image I have of them!) and I’m actually really pleased with it!  Here is is:

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Copyright © 010515 by Karen Payze

Let me know what you think 🙂

The Grim


I updated a poem today, on my 1000 words blog by adding in a sketch I did on the graphics tablet.

grim1You can find the poem at https://1000wordessays.wordpress.com/2015/03/31/close-your-eyes/

I like my poems with sketches so I think I might do the same for some of the others and perhaps for any future ones too.  Any sketches I do, I will upload onto here.

Hope you like it!

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Smaug charcoal drawing


I made this drawing after a twitter discussion about how much I love dragons but I totally forgot Smaug.  Anyway here is my version of him.  It is a charcoal drawing which is my first and a damn-side harder than I thought it would be!

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Copyright © 130415 by Karen Payze